shoeless and clueless...

you told me in all honesty

this world is not meant for me

with the dices thrown

and all cards played

I stand alone in regret

blamming myself for the one's I've hurt

due to my incapability to love

starring deeper into the depth of death

but not letting me fall

I'm hurt a million times

now did I deserve it?

with one foot off the cliff

angels keep calling

they're reaching out and is

getting a hold of my arm

they pull as I resist

forced by myself to believe I deserve this pain

I live in endless misery

if you only knew

what I feel about you

you would take what's yours

and run to the hills

screaming:

'nobody wants to be loved by a freak'

therefore I guess I'm true

when I say that I'm doomed

to live a lonely life

crying and longing for you

until the bittersweet end

you proved me that I was wrong

I'd never thought you'd fool me

I'm trying to figure out why

determend to get an answer

you told me that you'd always stand by my side

'in sickness and in health'

but it was all a lie

the echos of those words are silenced

even you are gone

so why do I still love you

why can't I let you go of my broken heart

into this pandemonium we are born

like shooting stars fading quickly

on their way towards eternal sleep

we walk on this earth

knowing that every step

we take could be our last

bright fairies dancing around us

pulling us deeper into the woods

somewhere in this dark

our redemption is to be found

a place where we can be re-born

into a life greater than this