shoeless and clueless...

darkness is surrounding my broken heart

it's moving closer and chokes what's left of me

I wish for it to stop but as it keeps on going

I try to escape my tormented soul leaving me with nothing

I stand here as an empty shell

waiting for love to fill me once again

I remember when it was just you and me my little angel

it was us against a world full of marionettes

we blamed them for their habits and tried to save ourselves

from turning out to be like them

but now the days have changed and you with them

my dear little marionette

we're slipping away from eachother

slowly the river between us run deeper

we dig in trying to stop it from happening

but the stream is too strong and we are too weak

since there's nothing left for us to do

we let it float by making the gap between us bigger

please don't lay your hands on me

I don't need your unfaitful touch

the lies you base your life on are contatious

the thin air around you

is slowly suffocating you

I see no reason to help

for it has been your own choise

to live life like this

you grasp for every lie

pretending they are true

so please stay away from me

since I don't know you

how sweet and deceitful one can be

loving everything at one point in life

hating it all in the next

I'm trying to find a meaning

to a life unworthy living

I don't belong here

and I want to run away everyday

desperatly I hang on to a few things

that make this life standable

you make me sad

you make me bad

expectations were high

but now they're creeping inside

I don't want to need you

I no longer feel your touch

like I used to

and it's crushing my heart

your thoughts are dark

and your heart is tormented

but still I love you

your world is shattered

and your eyes are crying

slowly you are withering apart

I die a bit more for every second seeing you like this

but don't you worry

I will always be here for you

loving you

almost numb

but still I feel

forgotten how to cry

but remember how to bleed

we feel like escaping everyday

from this world not made for us

blood keeps spreading on the floor

as we wait for our tears to fall

my heart's an empty hole waiting to be filled

but afraid of living as memories cut deep into my flesh

they hurt more than any knifes could ever do

for how long will they keep me in this circle

when will I be able to break free