shoeless and clueless...

for every day passing

I'm one day closer to the end

longing to live

but not knowing how

I'm stuck in square one

with no way out

tormented by my past

I try to break free

again and again

but the walls keep getting higher

and I'm still here

stuck in a square

Ideas spinning in your brain

feelings pumping in your heart

I want to be able to read you

I want to know how you feel

I'd like to understand you

and be able to heal you

I need to know that you'll always be here right next to me

give me a blade

and let me watch it play

just as it may

watch it slip through my hands

and fall on the floor

I pick it up

to see it play some more